We make decisions, only to grossly undermine them and in the process endanger ourselves and others. (I will stick to generality.)
Why is it that we cannot stick to our standards? why do we put ourselves in this position time and time again...back to point zero where we thought that was past? Why do we jeopardize (sic?) what great that is already going on in a split second? why do we allow ourselves to get into positions of compromise? what then is the point of all the rigorous punishing we do to ourselves for being weak in fibre, and promising ourselves to never again...always...think twice? What happens from here? Do we (I) again promise to never...etc etc. I at this point am just about fed up m annoyed and frustrated..confused...at myself...I'm also fearful, and scared of myself ...If i cannot be able to stand by whatever decision i make...what then becomes of me?
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